gaslighting

One of my best/worst qualities is that I always give everyone the benefit of the doubt that they're good and that they're telling their truth.

I'm having an experience with someone I used to really admire who is making me feel like I don't know what's happened in my own life.  He's making me doubt myself even though I know I'm telling the truth.

I have such a terrible time coming to terms with someone being a jerk.  I don't even believe in people being 100% jerk.

So this person being a jerk, despite my best attempts to graciously explain my story, is so confusing.